Tossing in bed last night, I thought I was ready to let her go. Just come on out and tell her I want all or nothing.

24 hours later, here I am now. So helpless, deciding that I should just stay my tongue.

Maybe in time she will finally be ready for a relationship. As the saying goes - love is friendship set on fire.

Maybe one day we can set this friendship on fire.

Maybe she will choose to stay.

Maybe I just need to bide my time and wait for her.

Maybe I just need to go see a shrink.