Today I learned something new about you. And it is frustrating, scary, sad and worrying. All in that order. All I can think of now is that if only I have all the answers that you wish for, the kind that would miraculously subdue all that frustration, fear and disappointment.
And all that kinda brought home the fact that I too am still looking for the perfect solution to my sense of entrapment. I guess we're all still searching for our own perfect lives. That elusive bit of peace and liberation.
I don't know if the knowledge of not being alone in this search would help you, but it has somehow kept me going for the last 36 years. It helps to know that, while no one knows the answer, at least everyone is searching for it. Trust me it isn't easy for me to wake up everyday and remind myself that it is ok to be imperfect and at the same time living in an imperfect world. But I guess the day when everyone has given up is the day when I will too, and from where I'm standing, no one has.
So I guess we'll just have to continue to search, even if we have to cry, whine, scream and get lost along the way, and at the same time hope that those who care and love you cry, whine, scream and get lost with you too.
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